It's a pretty fickle thing... and (more often than not) hard to find sometimes. It just comes whenever it pleases.
I've been alone for quite a while, isolated by family drama and then need to work almost ceaselessly just to keep my head above water. It has left very little room for finding love in my life. My only hope is that it somehow stumbles across me as I'm flailing along, and then latches on and doesn't let go.
Unfortunately, women around me are either too practical or not practical enough. They judge too quickly. I know I may not be all that dependable - I forget about things and life absolutely loves to blindside me. But I'm the sort of person that, even if he is running late and a bit short on cash because the bank decided to post a bill three days before it posts his paycheck... I'd be there for her, no matter what it took.
I feel really lucky that I'm not bogged down by the sex part of love. I'm asexual, so my romantic relationships focus solely on romance. I think that that's the only way I would be happy; I wouldn't want to have to deal with all the extra complications of sexuality.
I am only a few months from 18 year old... Call me crazy but I fell in love with my girlfriend when I was 16. We are still together. I am lesbian and proud of it. We have not once had a fight. Are relationship is based off of our support for each other in good times and in hard times. <3